I just went through all your texts which was written to various people of Nepal 
(Mukesh, Kedar ....... many more).
It can be clearly said that they all have always been so unfaithful to you, when you were always
there to help us. They all tried to take advantages from you.
What happened is happened, it's gone, it can't be undone,
you were doing all those from so many years for novel cause.
If god is there he shall make them pay for  their wrong. 
You have always been compassionate and loyal to us,
(Me, my brother, Ratna Thapa, Shakar Rai, you might remember them).
Actually I wouldn't have been here if you were not there to help me for my study.
May be  I would be blowing dentrite adhesive [Leim-Schniffen] somewhere.
I am always grateful to what you have done to uplift my life.

The sad part is that i never got to see you in my life again, which I can't believe.
I tried to come to Europe but they denied my visa last year.
So i guess there is no hope left to see you again.

My lots of love and greeting is always with you.
May god give you my years too.